quickie-kinda
just a short post before i head on over to the desk of dread to do some math. the conncert is tonight! haha most of you know that. but anyways im excited in a quiet way. not like a crazy hyper way. excited/nervous is when im at my hyperist..lol. this concert for some reason is one that im not nervous about. it may be that i know the songs like i've lived with them for years. or perhaps its that im one of the bunch. i mean all of the ppl in my choir, 'the kid choir', chorus alive. are able to chat and relate to experiences. we all seem to get along. it seems like a big loose family! lol. in choir i used to be the shy kid who sat on the front row, due to hieght issues, and who never spoke when silence was acceptable. i've changed alot since than. some of you who i've reconnected with after many years of loose acknowledgement may not remember. since those were the times i most liked to refer to as my invisibility streak. lol. now i sing on the back row, due to more hieght issues! im not afraid to sing out even if WAY off tune the first time i do it accapella! well yes those were the years! i could fit in a swimming locker no problemo and got locked in a couple times too. reminesing(sp?) i read brittni's blog were it mentioned playing with lego and disappearing into a sort of semi realistic world were things were perfect. im still pretty atched to my lego. lol. stil buy more..lol. but i find that ever so often just digging in among the brightly coloured bricks i can sift out memories and re-play them. immersing myself in the un-realisticality of it and enjoying the care free moments of my child hood. yeah i know im not more than 13 years old but still i've come a long way and yes i do still play with lego but thats a memory link for me and i've learned all of us have these differant links and that only the true friends are the ones that opinions really matter. and wats wrong with going against the norm? most of the time i make my own styles and 'norms'. sometimes i conform to the crowd. oh my! its like 1:00 now i really gotta go! lol hope u enjoyed reading my ramblings!
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